It’s been a while since I’ve posted anything on here because I’ve been rather busy, and I feel like I just need to vent about something.
I recently found out that I am very sick. I won’t get into what it is and it’s not one of those contagious sicknesses, but something legitimately wrong with my stomach. I was put on some antibiotics and other fun stuff, which is great, because they told me it should fix whatever the hell is wrong with me. Its not an ulcer, but something very similar. The only thing that sucks about it, is it’s not mixing with my antidepressants, and I was told to stop taking them while I’m on the antibiotics.
It’s been a week and I feel absolutely terrible, especially since I recently started to date this really fantastic individual. I haven’t been treated this well in a while and I don’t want to screw things up with him because I think this is the first time I’ve actually wanted to be serious with the person I’m seeing. I just feel absolutely crazy and have been trying to cover it up around him. He makes me want to be alive even though I want so very much to just not be around.
I would rather spend one lifetime with you than face all the Ages of this world alone
Yeah, but you weren’t going to face all the Ages of this world alone. You were going to spend them with a bunch of your friends and family and, who knows, maybe some very nice, immortal Elf man.
“What makes life valuable is that it doesn’t last forever. What makes it precious is that it ends. I know that now more than ever. And I say it today of all days, to remind us that time is luck. So don’t waste it living someone else’s life, fight for what matters to you, no matter what. Because even if you fall short, what better way is there to live?”